There are times that you can understand the story of a book by its cover.Wandering in life you will meet budge of different people. But your man is unique; You will recognize him in the minute. You will distinguish him among the crowd. You can feel it! But what is most remarkable of all is that you know in advance that you will live intense moments that equal to intense moments of misery. This is how it goes with these kind of relationships; you feel everything in the maximum!
You will go to him either you are together or not. Whether you have to cross seas or some inches in bed. No matter how many years will go when you speak to him is like there has no one day passed. The same sense, the same unexplained intimacy that you feel next to him which will make you confide him your innermost thoughts.
You will look for him, on bad and good times. Because your man will be there for you and you know it. Otherwise you can not call him ''your man''. You need him and he knows that so he will never say no to you. He might have tortured you! A lot! You might have suffered so much because of him but he has ''rooted'' in you and this won't change. When he asks you for something you will forget everything in a minute.
Nowadays people prefer to expend themselves in everything in general rather than focusing themselves in something unique and specific. Thus your ''man'' will betray you and this is a true fact. He will prefer the comfortable zone instead fighting with you and himself in a daily basis.
Most of the people are like these; selfish and coward. But not when it comes to the quality of life they choose to have but rather in quantity. They seek something different all the time and they don't try to discover the ''different'' only in one person. In reality they are scared that they might be addicted to the presence of one person and only because if someday loosing this person they will know it is over; they will be lost.
So in this way they leave ''open windows'' here and there!A bit here and a bit there! To have alternatives; if they loose a person to have another one for back ups. But deep inside them they know that their man and only will be there for them.
Your man will hurt you at some point because he will take you for granted. He knows that you are his steady point to report. He is not afraid to expose himself, not scared to relieve his worst part of his personality in front of you. And while in his worse version you will be there to listen and support him, without being responsible he will say it's your fault.
Weird, I know; On one hand hurting you and on the other hand blaming you? But at some point he can't stand the fact that you one day might leave him so he will leave first. And your man leaves and love has a bitter sense after..... Your man is a weird creature!
Love. Flower Girl. x
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